I just flew over the North Pole. How amazing is that?
Over this past year, I've been working on the most challenging project of my career. It’s taken so much focus that I've let a good number of things slip; including this blog.
“I’m so busy with work that I can’t focus on my career!”
I said that to my boss a few months ago. It was meant to be more ironic funny rather than the tragic funny that it sounded like I’ve been doing software testing for roughly 16 years now and I’ve been so reactionary, that planning ahead to what I would do next seemed like something I would do “when I got older.” A couple of years ago, I started to focus on that and immersed myself into the Software Testing community. Honestly, I had no idea there even was a community, but there they were. Veterans and ‘newbies’ who all shared the same passion, same focus and drive, that I never knew I had until I started finding bugs all those years ago. My sanity was restored and my career seemed to actually be something real suddenly; not just a notion or line item on my resume.
Then the company I work for starting work on implementing a new Trading Platform; a Global Trading Platform not just in name but in actual fact. On paper, it seemed like another project; similar to the ones I’ve done in the past while being able to focus on several other things in both my personal and professional career. Global was just another word; an adjective to give the project more impact. Right?
To answer that, I just need to restate: I just flew over the North Pole!
“The pressure it increases the closer that I get. I could almost go to pieces but I’m not quite there yet. See I've been braving crazy weather, drowning out my cries. I pull myself together. I’m focused on the prize.”
I’m on my way to Hong Kong to meet with our APAC (Asian Pacific) trading desk and support staff. This comes only two weeks after coming home from my second trip to London ; the first trip there only ending a week prior to that. In total, a little under 40,000 air miles since August 30th.
I’ve literally flow around the globe for this project.
I was supposed to speak at the Software Test Professional conference in Phoenix Arizona next week, but I had to pull out. I struggled with that decision as I was looking forward to touching base with that community that so grounded and focused me not that long ago. But after a week in Hong Kong and work to do when I get back to help ensure this projects continued success (we’ve already achieved some great milestones, but miles to go and all that) I needed to excuse myself from the conference.
I’m also missing New York Comic Con right now. So sacrifices are being made all around.
There have been so many things that I’ve learned (and relearned) in the past year as this project unfolds. I’ve enough material for numerous blog posts, conference topics and maybe even a book on software testing. Knowing that there is so much more coming out of this project is what’s getting me through it; that and the amazing people I’ve been working with who support, challenge and provide the focus needed to get anywhere on this project.
Now I just need to find the time to put all of this together. To find a way to weave work and career together without burning out on either.
“Will I remain the same or will I change a little bit? Will I feel broken or totally complete? Will I retain my name when I the biggest, hugest hit? Or will I blend in with the rest of the street? The people all are pointing. I bet they never guess that the saint that they’re anointing is frightened of the mess. But even though I fear it, I’m playing all my cards. Baby you are gonna hear it when I give them my regards.”